23 April 2006

Teamwork

Filed under: Programming — Laura @ 9:10 pm

I just received this image via email:

I must say, I haven’t seen a poster quite so appropriate to my workplace in awhile, aside from of course the gems at despair.com.

Unfortunately, I have been unable to find the source of this image, so if it is your creation or if you have information about its copyright, please contact me and I will remove or credit as appropriate.

18 April 2006

Breach

Filed under: > Miscellaneous, Poetry — Laura @ 7:12 pm

When you took my hand and told me
that your love would never leave
I didn’t trust your feelings to be real

But then you scrabbled at my boundaries
and weakened my defenses
And I found myself reluctantly drawn in

When you touched a part of me inside
where none had gone before
I drew aside the gates to let you through

You smiled at me so sweetly
as you pillaged all you found there
I didn’t want to let myself believe

But now I sit here bleeding
in the emptiness you’ve left
Your smiling eyes a brand upon my soul

13 April 2006

Microsoft Freebies: A Pleasant Surprise

Filed under: > Certification, Programming — Laura @ 1:56 pm

I got an email about a Microsoft promotion at around the same time my friend and coworker, Adam, was discussing it.  He showed me the link, which required watching a set of ASP.NET webcasts in order to qualify for the free offer.  When I finally got around to doing so, I followed the link from my email, which also mentioned watching the 3 webcasts to receive a book, exam discount voucher, etc.  What I didn’t realize, until I got my loot today and noticed that it was different loot than what Adam had gotten, was that the two offers are subtly different. 

 Visual Studio 2005 Discovery Pack

Different books, different vouchers, different expiration dates.  So I’m excited that both book and exam voucher should serve me well for my current MCTS certification path.  Now I wonder…. can one qualify for both free offers?

10 April 2006

Unmasking 2

Filed under: > Miscellaneous, Poetry — Laura @ 12:00 am

Why do you taunt me
with almost-perfection
Only to show me
the shadow inside?

Why must you draw me
so close to your beauty
Masking the rotting
decay that’s inside?

Why are you almost
and close and so nearly,
But not what I need –
you can only despise?

Why still do I welcome
your false warmth and sentiment,
Brush the cobwebs of truth
aside for a lie?

When will my heart learn
to see past the semblance?
When will my soul
these shackles despise?

When will I recognize
falsehood deceiving?
When will the scales finally
fall from my eyes?

5 April 2006

Musical Musing

Filed under: Music, Personal — Laura @ 10:06 pm

Music is really a strange thing.  It is to poetry what sculpture is to drawing.  It gives it form and shape and texture that simply cannot be captured in two dimensions.  It’s been pointed out to me recently that I have unusual tastes in music, and I suppose that’s true enough.  I definitely enjoy an eclectic range of styles, and while there are some styles that I gravitate to more than others, I daresay there is no musical genre in which I can’t find something of beauty.

What a person listens to says a lot about that person; it speaks of taste and personality and history.  My own history undoubtedly has something to do with my  musical tastes.  I am fortunate to have two parents with beautiful voices, and impromptu a capella ”oldies” like folk songs or Negro spirituals were common fare for any car trips.  My mother sang my brother and me to sleep each night to the sound of Peter, Paul and Mary, and I learned to roller-skate to her collection of 45’s.  My husband laments that she has warped me for life. ;-)

Most particularly, the songs that most draw me are those with lyrics that evoke a response, be it tears or smiles or laughter.  And vocal harmony has a strong attraction for me as well.  When both of those elements are combined, well, I’m going to be lost in the song for awhile.

Winter, spring
It’s what love can truly bring
Ice turns to water
Water flows to everything
You can lose your mind
Baby, then your heart you’ll find
I hope you won’t give up whats movin’ you inside

So if you’re waitin’ for love
Well it’s a promise I’ll keep
If you don’t mind believing that it changes everything
Then time will never matter

~ Jars of Clay, “Sunny Days”

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